gugmang giatay
"why won’t you smile..?" you said.
why won’t i?
could it be.. that i can’t?
i guess you should have asked me why the hell im still alive.. i could have answered you: "..coz you kept me hangin’ on.."
how could i smile? when i want to raise my middle finger and curse at the terrible circumstances between us?
you should have known.. you’re everything i’ve ever wanted.. but soon.. i guess i have to learn how to let you go..
how could i smile, erik? when thoughts of losing you lurk in my head? it pains me.. but i’ll wait.. i’ll beg.. i’ll hold on.. and i’ll love you til my heart gets ripped off of loving you..
i guess i know nothing but this: that you belong to me solely.. as i do belong to you, solely..
BLOG.i.fuckin’.love.you.so.much.that.it.hurts*jv
